This time last year I was working in my current job full time. I like the place where I work but working full time in retail can be mentally and physically draining. Especially coming up to Christmas, some customers expect so much from you. I knew for a long time that I did not want a career in retail and that I had to go back to education to make a good career for myself. Now that I am in college I work part time, so I don’t feel as drained by it and my mood is a lot better when I go into work.
Some of the people I work with are younger than me and I would always feel a little bit jealous when they would tell me they had completed college. I felt like I had fallen behind and as though I was stuck and that I would stay stuck in retail.
When I was 19 a lot of things happened in my life that prevented me from going to college. I did not even have the time to think about it.
Over the summer I had found a love for the Korean language. I wanted to improve myself instead of just working every single day. I felt like I was loosing my brain cells.
I learned the Korean alphabet in one day and was able to read and pronounce Korean words very easily, even if I did not know what that meant.
I did some language exchange and met some really amazing friends through it who shared their culture with me. Through helping my Korean friends learn English I decided that I would like to become a teacher.
Before the summer ended I applied to Whitehall College. I applied through the college website and I was soon invited to attend an interview. The interview went really well and I was offered a place. I was so happy when I was accepted and I felt such a wave of relief. I finally felt like I wasn’t stuck in retail anymore and that I was starting the path to my career of being a teacher.
My first week of college I remember feeling excited and ready to start learning. I enjoyed most of my classes.
Nowadays I am finding it difficult to find a balance of work and college. I work every weekend and I do full days on Friday and Saturday. It is very tough but I have to keep trying.
When I complete my course at Whitehall I want to get my distinctions and I want to be accepted into DCU.
I feel like I have gained a lot of new skills such as research skills, referencing, study skills, time management skills, etc. that will definitely help me academically next year when if I go to DCU.
I have learned how to manage my time, I’ve learned how to write assignments and essays. These new skills will be very beneficial for me next year and in my future career.
During my time at Whitehall I hope to achieve great results in all of my subjects.
In order to do this I need to hand in my work on time and make sure that I have put in my best work.
At the moment I feel like I have a lot of assignments and work to do. But I am slowly getting through it. Last night I got a lot of work done and I made a list of everything I need to complete by a certain date. I am slowly crossing off the things on my list. Tonight I am going to work on two essays so that they are done and out of the way.
Next week I will have a weeks holiday’s from work so that will give me some time to get extra work done and to study for the Christmas exams.
I feel like after Christmas the months will fly by and soon I will be doing my Final Exams.
I really hope that I can finish the course and get the results that I want.
If I don’t get the results that I want I will only be letting myself down.